I can't think straight right now

I can't think straight right now.
I feel the world collapsing around me.
I have no where to go.
No where to be.
No where to feel safe.

I can't think straight right now.
Because the weight of the world is on my shoulders and I don't know what to do.
I'm not ready to fight.
I'm not ready to fall and fail again.
I'm not ready.
I'm just... Not ready.

I can't think straight right now.
Because everything I do seems to be wrong.
Every single thing is wrong.
It's not my fault.
I try. I try very hard.
I just...

I can't think straight right now.
I feel the world collapsing around me.
I don't have strength to stand up.
Oh God, please have mercy for this poor soul.
Guide me home.