«Sometimes inspiration sneaks away, disappears, and I wonder if I would really take certain decisions in this situation. The answer never reaches me. I feel like I run after something I truly want, but that something escapes from me faster and faster, without a trace.
I never really get to understand my feelings, those who evoce in me emotions that I can not control, that I can not even explain.
The pain. Ohh, the pain, is the worst to control: the suffer, the anguish, the despair. Each one of them takes away a little piece of me; just one more fault of mine for which I'm unable to correct.
A cherry blossom falls in front of me. How I love these trees. How they make me feel calm and serene. How they make a free spirit. I sit under one of them and I imagine how would it be if I had chosen another path about the decisions I made in the past. I am here, isolated from what's around me and from the world I live in. I lay back to the tree as I close my eyes. Tomorrow I manage to find my true self.»
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